Snowy Minnesota

No matter where we go we just can't seem to escape the cold weather and snow! We are currently in Twin cities MN,and although the weather is yucky and cold,the dare2share conference is hot and rockin! We wrapped up day one of dare2share and will begin again bright and early tomorrow.  Just like the weather has been fickle,life can be the same way,as well as desires and passions. What once was your desire and passion can change over time. It doesn't mean what were passionate about isn't important anymore. It is just that it needs to be redefined and evaluated. It could be God moving you away from you poured your heart and soul into to be placed by someone fresh and full,because you are so empty and drained.  Not sure just yet what the future holds for me and Clear Vision? I have a lot of mixed feelings. One day I say I can do this a few more years, and other days I am ready to throw in the towel. Every time I travel it gets harder and harder to leave my family.  It was different when Nathaniel was not in school and they were on the road with me everywhere I went. Now we do not have that luxury. Don't get me wrong I still ambitions,but I just think I am getting closer and closer to a crossroad...and I am at a place right now where I see various options and I am just standing there looking,waiting,not feeling any of kind of push from the Lord saying this is what you are supposed to do next! I know one thing is for sure that my family is my first ministry,and I need to take the time that God has given me to build the business that he placed in our lap last year. It has truly been a Godsend and I firmly believe He is going to use that to overcome the debt the ministry has brought to my family through these many tough years on the road. Don't get me wrong. I will not trade those hardships for anything. I have learned a lot and am learning a lot from them. Long story short I am very much at a TBA moment...and when ever I get the push from the Lord it will be announced.